Love the glee club / A month has gone

Like the title said it, I love the glee club in fact I love the series. Imagine myself been part of something like a glee club make me happy, because you know Im from Mexico and at least in my school  we don't had any club. Sport, arts, crafts.....nothing.

So many things I would love have done and in where I'm good.....to be honest exelent, of course I'm not dead yet so I still can do it, but maybe if I just have started early with all this, everything would be diferent. Or not, my parents think that sport, arts or crafts are a waste of time; no matter how good you are.....how good I am, they would never support me, they just would laugh at me and reject it, like with everything that I like or want.

In fact yesterday my parents gave me their traditional pep talk about the big disgrace that I am. Just because I want to train rugby again and as usual they disapprove it. This kind of pep talk include the following phrases or words:

Useless
Huevon/lazy
Pendejo/asshole
Waste of time/money
Inversion
You can't do it (everything)

It is horrible when everythig looks like if your parents wants to make you as unhappy like them, I love them but I see the world in a diferent way. The ending of the discussion? I will not play rugby in a long time, and I know they just want to protect me but if you never do nothing...are you really living?

(This song express a lot of what I feel)


I don't want to reach the point where I think that I wasted my life and start to live like a bitter men  for the rest of it. I like to do new things and try to do what I like or make me feel curious. But for the moment and while I live with my family I just try to do may best, don't letting my happy/curious/adventure/willing self get hurt or kill by the negative atmosfere.

Just like William Arthur Ward (I will talk about him in another post) said "A cloudy day is no match for a sunny disposition"

And a month has gone, I have writen in this month so much as I did the whole last year, so yes I think I had improved. I been working in making real all the resolutions I made for this year. What you could wait for the next month? well...pictures of my, not just my penis and from the presents of the valentines day I´ll give, just some examples. I hope everybody had have a good january, mine could have been better, but I'm alive and I can do a lot witht that......hooo and by the way I got a boyfriend .D

The three wise men

This past week, more specific this past 6 of january was the three wise men day and here in mexico like in other parts of the world it was celebrated giving toys and presents to the children the night of january 5 to the morning of the 6.

I remember this day with a lot of joy, the illusion of getting the toys you asked for in the letter you wrote and belive that the three wise men brought it to you. it's awesome.

Personally I remeber asked not just for my toys, I also wanted that the world live in peace (I still want this), that the poor have something to eat and things like that. of course a lot of work that my mom and dad can't do. I'm sincerely thankful with my parents for being the three wise men during my childhood.

And I think they really exist, maybe not in a corporeal way this is further than that and kind of the way I see the world.

Of course they existed in the time of baby jesus and that stuff, but today they live in the tradition, the beliving of the children and the wish of the parenths to keep the illution live. it is kind of complicate to understand, you know, not make a real appearance, make the work through the people in a subtle way.

Sorry this post came so much time later than the three wise men day.

A New Year....Welcome 2011

A new year, it's time for a fresh start for everyone including myself. I know that I've made you wait a lot for a new post and you most think "is a new year, he must to be one of those people who start things at new year like going to the gym or eat healthy (in this case blogging) and at february stops doing it" 


well let me tell you that is wrong because this time is seriously. I've decided that 2011 is gonna be the YEAR, everything is gonna start this year for me, I gonna make it happen.


I set and write my resolutions for this year, and I going to analize what I need to realise it. I keep some of my past resolutions as going to the gym or eat healthy (things that I'm really doing) and I add new ones for my professional career and my health such as make my design portafolio and image, start my search for a career in the porn industry, keep training rugby, do yoga, write, etc.


So this year is going to be really interesting, and I hope post a lot of stuff that I hope you like it. 


So Happy New Year Everybody and I hope all of you achive every resolution for this year you  have!!!!!