Love the glee club / A month has gone

Like the title said it, I love the glee club in fact I love the series. Imagine myself been part of something like a glee club make me happy, because you know Im from Mexico and at least in my school  we don't had any club. Sport, arts, crafts.....nothing.

So many things I would love have done and in where I'm good.....to be honest exelent, of course I'm not dead yet so I still can do it, but maybe if I just have started early with all this, everything would be diferent. Or not, my parents think that sport, arts or crafts are a waste of time; no matter how good you are.....how good I am, they would never support me, they just would laugh at me and reject it, like with everything that I like or want.

In fact yesterday my parents gave me their traditional pep talk about the big disgrace that I am. Just because I want to train rugby again and as usual they disapprove it. This kind of pep talk include the following phrases or words:

Useless
Huevon/lazy
Pendejo/asshole
Waste of time/money
Inversion
You can't do it (everything)

It is horrible when everythig looks like if your parents wants to make you as unhappy like them, I love them but I see the world in a diferent way. The ending of the discussion? I will not play rugby in a long time, and I know they just want to protect me but if you never do nothing...are you really living?

(This song express a lot of what I feel)


I don't want to reach the point where I think that I wasted my life and start to live like a bitter men  for the rest of it. I like to do new things and try to do what I like or make me feel curious. But for the moment and while I live with my family I just try to do may best, don't letting my happy/curious/adventure/willing self get hurt or kill by the negative atmosfere.

Just like William Arthur Ward (I will talk about him in another post) said "A cloudy day is no match for a sunny disposition"

And a month has gone, I have writen in this month so much as I did the whole last year, so yes I think I had improved. I been working in making real all the resolutions I made for this year. What you could wait for the next month? well...pictures of my, not just my penis and from the presents of the valentines day I´ll give, just some examples. I hope everybody had have a good january, mine could have been better, but I'm alive and I can do a lot witht that......hooo and by the way I got a boyfriend .D